I'm not doing great  I feel like I'm dead  Not thinking straight  Inside my body, troubled, full of hate  I had to let it out before it's too late    Deep Inside, It can't hide!  Feeling so lost and betrayed  why does this happen to me everytime  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape  Screaming and clawing from deep inside    Why won't it fade  Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",  I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain  I guess this is a lie, I have made    Deep Inside, It can't hide!  Feeling so lost and betrayed  why does this happen to me everytime  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape  Screaming and clawing from deep inside    What am I doing?  I can't believe this  I have been hiding  Wanting to be less  Giving to people,  They take from me  Always they bringing drama to me    Look, look at me now  NOWWWWWWWW    Feeling so lost and betrayed  why does this happen to me everytime  Stuck in this place, where I can't escape  Screaming and clawing from deep inside    I can't stand all this fucking Pain  Please god just go away  Please god just make the pain...