Pounding, it starts again  Hurting, oh where do I begin?  Screaming, they dance around my head  Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead    Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?  Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)  I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)  Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)  Here it comes again!    Silent it goes away  Patient, oh really should I stay?  Trying so hard to get ahead  Failure, is often where I'm lead    Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?  Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)  I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)  Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)  Here it comes again!    Oh I must hold on  Oh I won't be gone  Oh I won't stop now  Oh I don't know how    Why I can't hold on?  Why I can't be gone?  Why I can't stop now?  Why I'm don't know how?    Here we go again (again) [x8]    Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?  Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)  I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)  Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)  Here it comes again!