He drowns in his dreams  An exquisite extreme I know  He's as damned as he seems  And more heaven than a heart could hold  And if I try to save him  My whole world would cave in  It just ain't right  Lord, it just ain't right    Oh and I don't know  I don't know what he's after  But he's so beautiful  He's such a beautiful disaster  And if I could hold on  Through the tears and the laughter  Lord, would it be beautiful?  Or just a beautiful disaster    He's magic and myth  As strong as what I believe  A tragedy with  More damage than a soul should see  But do I try to change him  So hard not to blame him  Hold me tight  Baby, hold me tight    Oh and I don't know  I don't know what he's after  But he's so beautiful  He's such a beautiful disaster  And if I could hold on  Through the tears and the laughter  Would it be beautiful?  Or just a beautiful disaster    I'm longing for love and the logical  But he's only happy hysterical  I'm searching for some kind of miracle  Waited so long  Waited so long    He's soft to the touch  But frayed at the end he breaks  He's never enough  And still he's more than I can take    Oh and I don't know  I don't know what he's after  But he's so beautiful  He's such a beautiful disaster  And if I could hold on  Through the tears and the laughter  Would it be beautiful?  Or just a beautiful disaster    He's beautiful  Lord, he's so beautiful  He's beautiful