Those nights we walk together   I couldn't sleep   Well I still remember what you wore now   It was the cold december air   the way the rain hit your hair but then   I woke up from a dream I can't repair   and then realized    how far I'd finally come   Well the damage that's been made   The hurt I've caused can never be erased   only until now   can we disappear   Now      I walked alone some nights   thinking of the time    we laid your soul to rest   This disillusion comforts me   I wait for you sometimes    but always feel my life   is flashing way to fast   We never had a second chance   So when was my place branded    faithless lost again   So when was my place branded    faithless lost my friend      I will never trust and   label death as my only defense   I will never trust again   I will never trust and   label death as my only defense   I will never love again   I still remember when your      You were found   and we were bored    let's live    one more time      I've made my way this life's   taken so much time to manufacture grace   I feel the darkness fall   I can remember times when so much    Love and hate made something more than   Haste   It made me push you more   So when are we supposed to leave this place   Why you not me   So when were we supposed to climb on top of grace   From your cold hands    and your dead eyes   From your cold   Hands I Cry      I will never trust and   label death as my only defense   I will never trust again   I will never trust and   label death as my only defense   I will never love again   I will never trust and   label death as my only defense   I will never love again   I still remember that cold december