I wanted perfection from every song Ive ever sung  But that was wrong  And I wanted something from every person Ive ever loved  But that was wrong    Chorus  And Ive changed, Ive changed  Ive reconsidered everything  Im fine now, Im fine now  I laid the barrel in my mouth  And everything I thought before  I wont think anymore  Ive changed, Ive changed, Ive changed    I wanted to be the greatest at everything  But I can't be  And I wanted to be exempt from temptation  But I can't be    Chorus    And I wanted your love to be ever lasting  But it isnt  I wanted life to be an easier proposition  But it isnt    Chorus