Easy isn't what I'd call this  Who knows what easy means  The more I try to make this happen  The less it's clear to me  The hope that keeps me moving  Is in Your promises to me  And right now that's enough,  It's gonna have to be  Sometimes yes, sometimes no  Sometimes that's the way it goes  You're not giving any secrets away  Who's to know, who's to say  Sometimes it's hard to live this way  Holding on, letting go  When it's sometimes yes  And sometimes no  I wanna know just what it looks like  What the answer's gonna be  I wanna grab hold of something  To give me some security  And know it's You I'm hearing  Gently helping me to see  When everything I've prayed for  Is not Your will for me  Sometimes yes, sometimes no  Sometimes that's the way it goes  You're not giving any secrets away  Who's to know, who's to say  Sometimes it's hard to live this way  Holding on, letting go  When it's sometimes yes  And sometimes no  It's not poetic justice  That has me waiting all this while  It's the way a loving father  Deals with his child  So this is how I'm learning  Holding on and letting go  Sometimes yes and sometimes no  It's sometimes yes, sometimes no