When you stepped out  My walls crept closer  Felt four years colder  As you walked from the picture  Morning comes waiting  To hear the words  Judgment's not coming  No hope shown sidebound to learn  and find all the light you reserved    We learn the lesson  But can't find the words  Silent for knowing  How much it hurts  Last wind cutting  Through those in turn  No trace for a lost dance  Who never got what she deserved  and you hurt worse than you deserved    They couldn't hold back again  Thought they'd mean to hold you safe  Counted off until they fell  When you're thrown, when you're thrown you can't help but wonder "If I'd only..."    It still feels like it failed  Still pictures of sad days  Took place and took better places  Better places you deserved  You hurt worse than you deserved