I can't unwind the time left behind   It's hard to find words to define   Feel the wind graze my face   Reminding me of a better place   Erase the rain that came   And face a world of pain   Driving me insane, mad thoughts, blood clots   Trapped in my brain   Indecision in my vision   caught in superstition with a premonition   that you're missin’ everything there is      All there is, sadness   All there is, emptiness   (I'm tired of the mess, tired of the stress   Wishing for death roaming endless nothing left   Overwhelmed by the sadness   Loneliness, emptiness found inside   I get weak as my hope dies   Can't survive, Can't flee with the darkness   Surrounding me constantly   I can't see or touch   It's too much; it's enough, situation too rough   So I give up not giving up)      I'm holding on for better days   Does anybody care   I'm sick of all this pain inside   But tomorrow will be a better day      I fall when I stride cuz it hurts inside   Everything I can't see everything reminds me   Every time I close my eyes I feel the waves break   Splitting in my skull, drowning out my world   It's pressure that I can't take, happiness I can't fake   Emptiness I can't shake, every time my heart breaks   Hard to embrace, so hard to chase   As I'm running in place, I'm losing the race      Walking through darkness with each step   Stepping closer to death, there's nothing left   The emptiness which dwells deep in my chest   Won’t rest, the madness, confusing   I'm losing it, choosing it, can't seem to leave   Can't seem to hide, so I cover my eyes   And then I realize the reality   The world is against me and all my ways   So I dream for better days