they blocked up my mouth  no more life  somebody most wants me not to speak  no more life  I'm standing on a verge of my action deed  no more life  it's time to hang up myself  no more life  driven forward and lain heavy on depressions  I've come as for as the rope  I'll still think over all  before I get necessary courage    with the loop round my neck  it's time to get rid of all  with the loop round my neck  it's time to kill myself    unknown drive  in my brain  no more life  and no more pain    the loop is holding tights my neck  no more life  breaking my backbone violently  no more life  it's simple, not even drop of blood  no more life  instinct of self-preservation, too late!  no more life  meaningless end  others are my murderers  I was cheated  I'm guilty! are they not?    unknown drive...