Well I've been living in a sim life   I've been sitting here most all nights   I've been cheating cause it's easy to do (you know it's true)   Well I've got all the money I need   I've got a room and a t.v.   but it seems like everything is on a loop (what should I do?)      I feel like going under   I feel like staying low   I feel my body aging   carrying around my soul   I hear it loud as thunder   I feel I can't say no   I feel a war is waging   I gain control by letting go      I gain control by letting go      Well I've been talking to the mail man   I've been trying to make some new friends   I've seen a lot going on in this land (but whats my plan?)   I'll move through each and every new day   I'll look at everything a new way   I'll run through the streets holding your hand (that's my plan)      I feel like going under   I feel like staying low   I feel my body aging   carrying around my soul   I hear it loud as thunder   I feel I can't say no   I feel a war is waging   I gain control by letting go      I gain control by letting go      I gain control by letting go