Why hast thou forsaken me?   Why hast thou turned away thy face   From me thy servant in distress   Oh Lord bent me thine ear!      All night long I drown in my tears   My bones are vexed, my heart is sore and vexed   Water rises to my lips   My throat is sore, I cannot speak      Lord I beg thee to free me of this grief   Which still haunts my soul, and makes my heart grow cold      I am merely all skin over bone   My flesh is too weak to resist the temptations   Which the evil layeth upon my path   I fear I yield to this heavy burden      "What has become of the son, who loved me   for so many years and now calls me into doubt   He who has worshipped me for so long   Now lives under the spell of the wicked   That brings his soul only further in Darkness   Away from love and closer to hatred   Don't you know that I'll always love you?   Return to me and I'll take care of you   I'll bring peace in your mind and rest in your troubled heart   I will treat you as my son   I'll make you a warrior of the Light"      Nightly creatures still haunt my soul   Crawling against the walls of my broken heart   screaming inhuman blasphemous words   Exalting the hordes of demon lords      Where are you God?!?!   "Here, waiting for you my son."      I will always love you Lord   Even in times of terrible Darkness   Nothing can stop me from worshipping you   Even if it means the end of my earthly life