Getting too busy to make amends   I should try to make it right   Are you ready for the shit to hit   I think you say you are but aren't   Doctor make it better instantly   You're the only one who can   I've waited here my whole damn life   And I've forgotten what I wanted      Maybe I can do it   If I put my back into it   I can leave you if I wanted   But there's nowhere else that I can go      Maybe I won't suffer   If I find a way to love here   I'd be lying to myself   But there is no way out that I can see      If I lied you'd know it instantly   So I just had to look away   All the honesty I've ever lost   I can't begin to even curse   I never knew the taste of blood till now   It's clear I never should have known   Breathing fire was never this much fun   So there's a dark side in us all