It was foolish for me to think   That something was finally going my way   Now my faith in myself will sink   Until your smile again brightens my day      I've been jinxed into an unreasonable purgatory   But I must keep pushing along, this just can't be the end of my story      I've tried so hard   But my efforts seem to be in vain   I've been caught off guard   And my mind is filled with this recurring rain      It's still foolish but the thought remains   That a day will arrive with good fortune for me   And this hope will drive me insane   But my allegience to myself will still be      I've been jinxed into an unreasonable purgatory   But I must keep pushing along, this just can't be the end of my story      I've tried so hard   But my efforts seem to be in vain   I've been caught off guard   And my mind is filled with this recurring rain