start again   you will feel better   you will feel better      start again   make yourself go cold   regain control      get in shape   lose a little weight   feel better about yourself   or at least punish yourself      oh, you hate yourself   so much   I only wish you could see yourself   just the once, through my eyes      but you don't really think   this song is about you      start again   denial, anger   resolution      you start to think   he never cared at all   but I think he did   I think he meant it      I will not move on   until I have an explanation   I cannot move on   until I understand how you treated me this way      when I'm with people   everything seems fine   when I'm on my own   it feels like I'm losing my mind      but you don't really think   this song is about you   you start to think   that he   never, ever   really meant a word at all   and what happens now is all these good things   and all these memories   they will turn bad   just because of the way it's going to end      start again   you will feel better   I promise you will feel better      and it seems   as though all the time was wasted   but everything must end   and nothing is wasted      start again   on your own   denial, anger   resolution      and I'm sorry   to be so blunt   but that boy   is a ...