blinded from birth, blinded for life, blinded by choice - throwing up, falling down...blind      wickedness spreads and rages like fire - nothing can save me too late now      sweating, shaking, sickly, i'm turning gray      time is passing before my eyes, my face is lined and swollen - suffocating, no way out, trapped by desire, i am possessed      i don't give a fuck anymore - i don't give a fuck anymore - i'm numb      wickedness spreads and rages like fire - nothing can save me, too late now      i want to fucking die