if i was immortal,   i'd lose my mind   if i commited suicide would that be unkind?   if i won the lottery id go mad   if i died tomorrow would that be so bad?   if i wrote a book it would be fantasy   if i went to heaven you'd be in ecstacy      but im staying as i am    you havent got the better of me   i hate you for what you've done blaming it all on me      chorus   inside your so confused   by the voices in your head   contradicting your decision   you might aswell be dead         if i was to complain you wouldnt care    if i was to confess would anybody be there?   if i went insane would it be surprise?   if i was nice to you could i live with myself      chorus      you always think that your right   but your always wrong   you dont care about the world or what you've done