I only see myself reflected in your eyes   So all that I believe I am essentially are lies   And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was   Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I?      I don't know if I am real without you   What is left of me without you?   I don't know whats real without you   How can I exist without you?      I'm wanderin' 'round confused   Wondering why I try   The more that you deny my pain   The more it intensifies...   I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...   If you ignore that I'm alive   I've nothing to cling to      I don't know if I am real without you   What is left of me without you?   I don't know whats real without you   How can I exist without you?      I stare into this mirror   So tired of this life   If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive   Once I swore I would die for you   But I never meant like this   I never meant like this   no i never meant like this      I don't know if I am real without you   What is left of me without you?   I don't know whats real without you   How can I exist without you?