Am I getting to know which way to go?   Just realize? No, I knew it from the beginning.      From now on,   No matter the answer is Yes or No   it's a big step toward tomorrow, leading to my road      do I have confidence in my self? hell no!   but, do I still want this? hell yeah!   give me a enough reason to stop this   I know I (you) don't have it! fuck no!      I don't mind if I can't smile at the end,   I wanna smile for now.   Not for the thing I lose tomorrow,   for the thing I gain now   I wanna sing the song for me.      No matter if this is not for somebody   I wanna sing this for me   No matter how and what you say   this is the song for me.