I've spent   My life   Running from the emptiness   That haunts me   And I've felt   My whole life   Trying to fuck   The loneliness away   And I die   Inside   When I think of all the people   I have damaged   And I'm tired   I'm so tired   And there's no one else   Except myself to blame   My life's been wasted   Everything is gone   My life's been wasted   And I am all alone   My life's been wasted   There is no one else   My life's been wasted   It's time I face myself   I've spent   My life   Trapped inside   A cycle of self destruction   And I've spent   My whole life   Trying to numb   The pain inside my soul   And furious   I cry   When I realized   I fought this war with no one   I'm tired   I'm so fucking tired   Gotta find a way   To keep myself alive   When I reach the end   Will anything I've done   Mean anything?   Will anything I've done mean anything?