How does it feel when it comes down to yourself?   And how does it feel when you look back on your life?   And tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself   How does it feel as you try to close your eyes?      And how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?   Does it feel like a freight-train running fast down upon your fragile life?   Tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?   Because now no more I feel pain inside as I try to close my eyes   But no   Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision   Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision      "Cause I've never had nothing much to say   I just struggle for belief in such a hectic place   Something to believe, in life again to pick me up from my distraction   Be that loving friend      Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision   Sudcide or submission it's a problem a condition   Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision      'Cause I've never had nothing much to say   I just strugglefor belief in such a hectic place   Something to believe in, in life again to pick me up from my distraction   Be that loving friend      But no, you never fuckin' came   So I just take it like a needle in the arm   Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand   Down bleeding wreckage of the lonly   Who have lost all hope and will to live   To love, to care, to feel anything   So I just take it like a needle in the arm   Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand   Down bleeding the wreckage of the lonely   Who have lost all hope and all will to live   To love, to care, to feel anything      All along it was a lie   A foolish, foolish man   Because I believed in you      You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not   You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not   You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not   You said it's ok, that everything is A ok, but it's not      But it's not   But it's not   But it's not   But it's not      It's all a question of what you believe in   Right or wrong   But it's not!