From my bed I feel that heaven has a ceiling   I dreamt of what I could've done yesterday   The window brings a pale light into my apartment   Now the shadows of my loneliness reappear      When I'm out the door I can't recall the visions   I just search drugstores for chocolates my love wants   Do you notice the sun making cracks on the pavement?   A testament to the weight the morning brings      My eyes are stained with your stamp of approval   So now distance is just a word to me   I'll drive somewhere the no one's gone to before   But eventually I'll return to your door      And I've drowned the ashes of my heart in the ocean   I was amazed at how quickly each grain sank   Now the red lights go off all around my transport   The buildings and flowers are against me