I don’t know what’s come over me   My psyche’s crumbled in debris   I try to intercede, Every reason to believe      My head’s not my own, It’s unknown    I’ll ever be free      My nerves are shot and gone   Just an existential pawn   Hangin’ on too long   My skull is anything but strong      A soul’s just a waste when it’s laced with   Hunger and greed      My life is just a fluid insanity   Every day’s a sacrifice to my mentality       I got every sensation overloadin’ my mind   The taste of desire’s got me stone cold blind   I hear her every verse   Her scent emits a hurt so perverse   But despite my reservation   Every sensation is a curse      Destiny’s a cruel god   She hits you like a lightning rod   Every day gets hard   To maintain this façade      I’m a cracked circus act, baby   And I’ve lost every control      More than just my pride’s at stake   My will is seconds till it breaks   Confidence abates   Desperation is my state      Owned and alone, it’s unknown    I’m getting’ out at all      My life is just a fluid insanity   Every day’s a sacrifice to my mentality       You got every sensation overloadin’ my mind   The taste of desire’s got me stone cold blind   I hear your every verse   Your scent emits a hurt so perverse   But despite my reservation   Every sensation is a curse