i see shadows crawling up the wall   but i can't tell if they are there at all   time for a fix    destroying all my cells   although i need it, it's like a personal hell      yeah traveling through my veins   blood, bones, toes and fingers   nothing's left unpained   well i said enough's enough   but you're already at my door   i really feel like i'm dying   well i better take some more   it's irresponsible      they say,   ''hey boy, you gotta come clean''   well i'm not dirty, i don't know what they mean   and i'm too scared to fall asleep   if i fall in   i may get in too deep      yeah traveling through my veins   blood, bones, toes and fingers   nothing's left unpained   well i said enough's enough   but you're already at my door   i really feel like im dying   well i better take some more   it's irresponsible