i don't know what i've to feel   cutting streams and bursting steel   a happy one is what i am   nevermind satisfaction      take my soul - you took my brain   let me feel that i am not the same      when it's all what you have got it's hurting from inside   i will take the pain   when it's all what i've to offer and you go on to hide   you will take my gain      i don't sleep - i'm not awake   i can't think that i am not afraid   a lucky one - i'll never be   a wiser crab at least a stupid creep      if war and peace - stay just the same   if love and trust will start to cut my vein