I hear you talk about your family life   I wish I knew just what that means   I guess my mother never loved my dad   And now I wear it on my sleeve      My sister called me just the other day   It felt so good to hear her voice   My problem is I don't have much to say   I guess she doesn't have a choice   And I'm sorry         (CHORUS)   Look at me   I'm so pathetic   Can't Believe   I'm just an addict   I never needed anyone to help me I begging you   To please come save me from myself   Save me from my...      My mother's always tried to change herself   She never learned to let things be   She doesn't know how bad that f*cked me up   Cause now she seems so fake to me   But I Love Her      (CHORUS)      You push me but I won't fall   I've been programmed to take it all   And shove it way down inside   Like my father         (CHORUS)      I'm so pathetic   Can't believe   I'm just an addict   I try to be   I'm failing at it   Life to me   Is just a habit   I hear you talk about your family life   I wish I knew just what that means