I force myself through another day   Can't explain the way today just    fell apart like everything   Right in my face   And I try to be the one   I can't accept this all because of    you I've had to walk away   From everything      (CHORUS)   I'm afraid to be alone   Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone   I'm afraid to come back home      Another sleepless night again   Hotel room my only friend and friends    like that just don't add up   To anything   And I try so hard to be   Everything that I could never take    away from you again   I heard you say      (CHORUS)      I cannot forget   I live with regret   I live through this   I can't see through this   I can't do this anymore      (CHORUS)