Sitting here with my heart in my hands.   Wondering why you won't talk to me.   I know i may be a fly on the wall.   But why you dont pay no mind to me?      Don't wanna be a rockstar.   Don't want the fame.   Don't mean nothing at all.   It's finally sinking in.      Could you take a chance on me?   No, I'm not a freak.   Are you just afraid of what we could've been?   Could you take a chance on me?   No, I'm not a freak.   Are you just afraid of what we could've been?      Big balloons in shapes of all of us.   Float away without a care in the world.   This big top masquerade with all of freaks and all the pain.   Will tear us all apart.      Don't wanna be a rockstar.   Don't want the fame.   Don't mean nothing at all.   It's finally sinking in.      Could you take a chance on me?   No, I'm not a freak.   Are you just afraid of what we could've been?   Could you take a chance on me?   No, I'm not a freak.   Are you just afraid of what we could've been?         Oh how am i this silent storm?   Oh why do you get in line and leave?      I've had enough.