and even though I told her of the danger   she went ahead and did it anyway   ended up in the dark C-Train dying   looking pretty on a Saturday      call 911   there's a girl in trouble   she's raped and broken   it was done by my double      a kid I blew in Central Park called   I met him in a local cafe   he told me hard luck stories of his childhood   I took his life by the light of day      call 911   there's a boy in trouble   he's raped and broken   it was done by my double      I can romanticize or I can realize   that my whole life's been living as a liar   but when I walked away   with their blood on my hands   I knew I'd reached for something higher      the cabarets of Liverpool and Luxembourg   have closed for marrow reconstruction   I'm leaving Sunday on a boat   for Alta Mesa junction      I've got a friend there   he'll take care of me   (repeat)