did you ever think about it   I know i did more than i should've   and in the end it proves nothing   cuz it all ends the way you wanted it to   i've never heard your voice this strong   it proves to me that i was wrong   so what should i say   cuz I'm sure you'll prove me wrong anyway      [Chorus:]   you showed a lot to me   you showed me your true colors   you showed me how fucked up things could be   you showed me things i wish i never knew   but i can't undo   all those positions you put me through   i feel as if you could do better than me   and you've shown how easily   you were able to walk all over me      i once saw you as the most beautiful thing   that the world has ever created   but all these visions are from a drunken state   which shows how much I dedicate   my life to fucking up the things you seek   does this compell you?   do you now see things differently?   cuz I remember all the things you said   even though they mean nothing now   they still hold a place in my heart   where all bad memories dwell