You are about to experience it in its reality.   In this moment, know yourself, and abide in that state.      I lie down in a river of love   go to the edge and fall   plunge to the deep and hold my breath   braced against the oncoming      I lie down in a river of blood   go to the edge and die a thousand times   look to the viscous barrier   I might end, I might heal this night      at the point beyond which something will happen   at the point beyond which something will occur      The morning was fine.   I saw a red dragonfly land on the wall in front of me   the words of a Hiroshima survivor,   describing his surroundings ten minutes before the blast