Thinking of something blue   Much like the rain that washed away my final memory of you   And we are gathered here today in celebration of impending fate   Let the jury have their way   As callused knuckles cross my face      The stars are out    Scattered dimples in a cloudless sky   And I remember all the flashing lights and how they lit your lifeless eyes      Now the harbors sounding out   And I am calling out but please don't push me in   But please don't push me in      Dear friends   I am writing this in my defense   I never meant for this to happen   Never saw the broken glass I swear   Dear friends   I am writing this in my defense   I never meant for this to happen      Zip ties and fiber choking me   These ropes biting at my feet   Eyes wandering   And I'm wondering is this really happening to me?   Blood between my teeth   Flows from my mouth to my best jeans      Unfree release   I'm twenty feet and sinking fast   And I won't hold my breath   Let the water fill my lungs    And I will travel to my death   Tell my brothers that I am happy   Tell my mother I won't be visiting    As I lay my head to rest   At the bottom of the sea      Dear friends   I am writing this in my defense   I never meant for this to happen   Never saw the broken glass I swear   [x2]