It's bitter   Tastes a lot like winter   And will it- release me       So heavy   How much more to bring down the levy   And kill me - don't kill me       Chorus       I've been stayin' high...   And I've been feelin' sorry    For myself   And I've been resurrecting my   Fortress to protect myself       Shattered    Tired, beaten, worn down and tattered   Can you-even hear hear me?   What do you expect out of me   I'm being buried alive and screaming    Can't you see - Can't you see me ?       Chorus       Weary   My hands slapped I'm cautious and leary   Of tryin' - oh but I'm tryin'       How am I to figure it out   All alone I've been kickin' around   Without my home - I'm so lost...       Chorus