So I'm waiting by a phone for the blessed ring   Like a Holy Grail for a Fisher King   Time is ticking down like a metronome   Rhythm for my brain and its ceaseless scares   I never seem to play them to the beat I hear   Though my heartbeat is a beat that beats so near      So we had a talk last night   About the heavy blow that you dealt in fight   Your back against the wall   It was a puzzle piece   Important to the whole that I may not find   You placed within the hole   I never seem to put them in the gaps I see   Like a puzzle where the pieces lost you and me      So I'm changing who I am   'Cause what I am's not good   And I know you love me now   But I don't see why you should   And I don't see why you should   No, I don't see why you should      So I drift into the end like a moth to light   Down the boulevard to a coffee shop   In the land of song   In the land of wait   Beat is bearing down on this lonely town   I never seem to write them down as good as you   Like I somewhere lost the keys that let me in