I'm less than nothing   and holding my nerves.    Exposed and lonely    addiction draws me near.   Designed to crush me   A six year haze    as the substance lets me down.      Cause it's not real!   and that's why...   it's how I always want to feel!   So let's die...   before the secrets get revealed...      I'm falling over   the scratches built through time.   from timeless mistakes   my memories dissolved   and all I know are these scars.       Cause it's not real!   and that's why...   it's how I always want to feel!   So let's die...   before the secrets get revealed...      I've tried but nothing ever can appeal   and if you don't mind, I'd like to throw it all away.   well I've been down that road..   the sober soldier.   I doubt I'll make it home      so get me far away from here   before I fall apart   cause it's easy to do   and it feels    and it seems true!!      but it's not real!   and that's why...   it's how I always want to feel!   So let's die...   before the secrets get revealed...      Oh I've tried, but nothing ever can appeal    and if you don't mind,   I'd like to throw it all away....