If I could have been true because   I knew it would be understood   If I would have had an attitude    To what's the matter that would be good   If I could have been radical and not fanatical    To the bone      I'm no one's own alone      If I had a heart, I would have a heartache   If I had a soul, it was cold   If I had the guts, I'd become your murderer      But no one's own alone      If I was a pioneer i would rely on here and now   If I could have been ecstatical and not dramatical somehow   Now I'm paying my dues and staying amused while singing the blues      But no one's own alone      If I had a heart, I would have a heartache   If I had a soul, it was cold   If i had the guts, I'd become your murderer      But no one's own alone