you gave me a heart attack   and I tried to give it back   but you were on to me   when you met my father   he was in a coffin   now you better find one for me      I had it all figured out   meanwhile you were having doubts   so you murdered me   you took the halo from your head   and slipped it around my neck   and then you choked the life from me      have I been struck blind?   I never even fucking saw it coming   it's fucked up   I should've saw this coming   my eyes have since dried   but that won't stop my heart   from stopping tonight      all the notes you wrote me   have come back to haunt me   behold the ghosts of love   just tell me if im dreaming   or awake and softly screaming   because nothing makes sense to me      have I been struck blind?   I never even fucking saw it coming   it's fucked up   I should've saw this coming   my eyes have since dried   but that wont stop my heart   from stopping tonight      you wanna hear the funny thing about it, baby?   I thought that we were doing fine   when I look back and really think about it, baby   I have never been so wrong in my whole life      for all your doubts   I've had mine   I never ever fucking thought of running   it's fucked up   I would've never done it   I see your face when i close my eyes   but that won't stop my life   from starting tonight