worried that i will erase    all of this.   take after take after take   the camera breaks.      i will overcome    potions of weakness.      i need this.      shutter and shutter away.    shutter and shutter today.    you know you    don't belong.      just look around i'm begging at your feet, or just your vest.   he's begging the beast to finally keep me inside of my cage.    or maybe don't let him feel the same as me.    i'm so frustrated with everything.      i need this.       keep my head low.   fingers rolled in palms.   slightly sink in joe's chair    and begin to fall.    but i won't fall deep.    he'll pick me up before the ground.   put his hands to my face and wipe off every frown.