Whatsoever I've feared has come to life   Whatsoever I've fought off became my life   Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile   Sunspots have faded   And now I'm doing time   Cause I fell on black days      Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now   Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down   I'm a search light soul they say   But I can't see it in the night   I'm only faking when I get it right   Cause I fell on black days   How would I know   That this could be my fate      So what you wanted to see good has made you blind   And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine   So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly   Hands are for shaking   No, not tying   No, not tying      I sure don't mind a change   But I fell on black days   How would I know   That this could be my fate