I cannot explain   Why I am this way   Precaution please leave me alone   I'm tired of hearing what   you've got to say      Sometimes I like it   Sometimes I don't      But it seems I always want   to be what I'm not   And I'm not satisfied   with what I've got   I'm looking through a tinted glass   That changes color with each   question that I ask      Part of me is new and part of me is old   I'm running fast but can I hold   Onto this dream that   grows at such a speed   I don't know what I want or what I need      I cannot explain   For I do not know   Confusion is planted in my mind   And the seed continues to grow      Sometimes I like it   Most times I don't      The more I know, the more I ask   Will I find answers or is this my task   Will a day arrive, when I   am sure of something      The unobtainable intrigues me   Greener grass I can see   When my vision is obscured by desire      Sometimes I must   Look deeper than the waters brim   Take a deep breath   Before I dive in   Take a deep breath   Before I try to swim      Take a deep breath   Take a deep breath