I found the footsteps behind her the longest   And ear untrained to the sound of my feet proves that they never were   There waves her freshly cut hair within tempting ear-shot   And I break the damn on the world with my mouth   The only time I ever truly saw her scared   Her hand with a hand I bet she didn't know as well as mine   All over the back of her neck, on that thin skull   Shattered into facing me again with a word   Her name hurled a hundred miles from my lips   Please be the worst thing I can imagine   Please be more than I can handle   Bit my soul into my hands   I'll be tearing them up   I'll be breaking my hands