mistake or rightful doing?   how can tha heart stop what it feels inside   and how can tha mind be absent of tha obvious happenin   confusion mixed in a bowl of sureness   which one dominates??      ohh its so wrong, but it feels so rite   sexually its calling me   spiritually its in me   its had me   spiritually it feels me      angels watching over this predicament   unable to exercise their impression on such situation   left me hanging for direction   a place to settle my mind   list out all reasonings, excuses, justifications      ohh its so wrong, but it feels so rite   sexually its calling me   spiritually its in me   its had me   spiritually it feels me      only one conclusion could be drawn   that i had committed the ultimate crime of love   to disrespect the one i love   with an act of caprice feeling   the act of wanting somebody   you had to blind yourself from the one you love   guilt was showered all over me.