I   seem to have a history   at missing the point   at this stuff   apparently   very absentmindedly   I care   but never enough   for   ...   you         TIIIIIIIIIME-to set the record straight   TIIIIIIIIIME-to stop communicating   please anticipate      AND I'M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE   AND I'M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY   MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE'S ADVICE   I'M STILL TRYING I'M TRYING I'M TRYING I'M TRYING      faith   cheated me of everything   but I laughed until   I stopped   publicly   very, very openly   I sat alone with my thoughts   for   ...   you      TIIIIIIIIIME-to set the record straight   TIIIIIIIIIME-to stop communicating   please anticipate      AND I'M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE   AND I'M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY   MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE'S ADVICE   I'M STILL TRYING I'M TRYING I'M TRYING I'M TRYING