While you was gone you must have done a lot of favors   You've got a whole lot of things I don't think   That you could ever have paid for   While you've been busy crying   About my past mistakes   I've been busy trying to make a change   I made a change   I've been riding with the ghost   I've been doing whatever he told me   I've been looking door to door to see   if there was someone who'd hold me   I never met a single one who didn't see through me   None of them could love me if they thought they might lose me   Unless I made a change   See I ain't getting better. I am only getting behind   I am standing on a crossroad trying to make up my mind   I'm trying to remember how it got so late   Why every night pain comes from a different place   Now something's got to change   I put my foot to the floor   To make up for the miles I've been losing   See I'm running out of things   I didn't even know I was using   And while you've been busy   Learning how to complain   I've been busy learning   How to make a change   I made it (almost) (again)