It's me I hate, not you at all   I am my own medicine,   Turned into a poison      I think I gave you a lot,   And not enough... I know   Tortured myself, same as you,   Without losing my sanity.   Where's my applause?      I see no reason to live in Hell.   How can life make me feel so incomplete?      I had a weakness and my walls came down   My tears won't reach the ground   Burn my new wound      I know I cannot feel regret for anything   If I was numb, I'd end this once and for all   I feel the burn, still...      I cannot face this day, my guards are down   I cannot love myself... weak, sad clown      I see myself, my fading color   I see no hope there... Where I always used to...      I fear your words, the things they mirror   Maybe that is all I am, just a reflection... please help me..      I see no reason to live in Hell   When you smile, you make me feel incomplete      But it's all ending, the clock's rewinding   We don't mean anything to me. You think?   I killed this silence for us to make things right   The words are loaded.      Once connected,   One torso, one head   One solid reason, the pain...   If love's the neck, kept us together, and apart...   Now it's broken...      There is no cast, no real salvation   When it is broken, it will stay that way   Believe me when I say this   I would not if I did not care      Tears don't mean anything   If we don't know when we're sorry   No one will win today we can't play this game... this way      We cannot soar and still stay on the ground   Don't wanna see me, hear me, hate me...      "Hate, hate, hate"      Jealousy's a phantom,   Something that was never, ever meant to find me   But now its pale green eyes have destroyed everything      You know how it must hurt, and I know,   There is nothing you've done to deserve this.      Apology's a policy,   Sometimes it really has to be, it's kept me afloat thus far...      This sure nuf's one nice   loose noose, perfect times...   Are we happy in this hell?   Is there someone who can measure...   Whose pain is bigger?      It all has ended, the clock's rewinded.   We don't mean anything to me. You think?   I killed this silence for you to end the night   The words are loaded      Unprotected, one torso, no head   One valid reason, the life's suspended   If love's the neck that kept us together, and apart...   Now it's broken...      There's no cast, no real solution   When it is broken, it will stay that way   Believe me when I say this   I would not if I did not care      Who needs who, when and what the hell for?   Who wants to suffer and be hardcore?   And who's strong enough to peel off the dead skin...      I cannot face this day, my guards are down.