watching the insects devour   the last of the summer's flowers   listening to the same old thing   but nothing is the same   watching the only thing i ever really   wanted slip away      feeling the heat i'm suffocating   well aware that no one's waiting   here or there or inbetween   desperately holding on to what i   think i need      everything's over   everything's over      you say nothing could be wrong   but i know things don't take this long   if they're okay   nothing's okay      wasted all my time again today   i'll never amount to anything   if i go on this way   watching the ocean take back   every wish i make   throwing sand back to the sea   watching the sun go down and wishing   that the waves would take back me