something to bloom   but not my eyes   I'm waiting for you   alone in my room   except for the flies      looking for light   THIS NIGHT ALL AROUND THE ROOM   my hands held with dark   why's it so hard for me?   I hold back my heart   and it all falls apart again   two seconds from the end      why am I the same?   it makes no sense when you keep promising change   why's it so hard for me?   it's not right this time   I'm way left of right   I guess I just should have known      (CHORUS)   it's always like this   it hasn't always been   I never saw the change   but I need one again      something so true   and still so full of lies   I'm high on your smile   BEEN down on your words   I guess I just should have known      looking for light   THIS NIGHT ALL AROUND THE ROOM   my hands held with dark   why's it so hard for me?   it's not right this time   I'm way left of right   I guess I just should have known      (CHORUS)