Just when it's getting good    I slowly start to freeze    Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep    It's the memory I can see    Then this fear comes over me    Understand that I don't mean    To push you away from me       [Chorus]    Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me    Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me       You got a way of easing me out of myself    I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy    Please understand that its not you it's what I do    Just when I'm about to run I realize what I've become       [Chorus]    Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me    Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me       Now I wonder what you think of me    Don't kow why I break so easily    All my fears are armed surrounding me    I can't get no sleep    I keep runnin in circles around you    Are you the trap I wanna fall into??       [Chorus]    Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me    Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again    I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me