we have to move on   soft pack of   loud alarms   look to the left   its human waste   look to the right   its hell to pay   someone else   will take your place   the fever is gone   the heat remains      the other day   you smiled at me   a silent pleading   leisurely   i'm at your spell   what we should say   another day      we have crashed   and fallen apart   now there is no reason   to ever start   a holiday   i smell your sweat   i know you tried   i know you wept