gone under two times in.   I've been struck dumb by a voice that   speaks from deep   beneath the endless water   It's twice as clear as heaven,   and twice as loud as reason.   It's deep and rich like silt on a riverbed   and just as never-ending   the currents mouth below me opens up around me.   suggests and beckons all while swallowing.   It surrounds and drowns and sucks me away.       But I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable.       shut up shut up shut up shut up   shut up shut up shut up shut up    you're saturating me   So how could I let this bring me   back to my knees again again again       under for the third time in.   I've been baptized by a voice.   that screams from deep beneath the cold dark water.   and it's half as high as heaven   and half as clear as reason.   it's cold and and black like silt on the riverbed.   But I'm so comfortable.   Far too comfortable.   Why don't you kill me,   I'm weak and numb and insignificant,   and I'm back on my knees.   lost in euphoria.   I'm back down. I'm in the undertow.   I'm helpless and awake in the undertow.   I'll die within your undertow.   It seems there's no other way out of this undertow.       Euphoria.