First to admit I'm a doomed droog addict   And I always will be, hey man don't follow me   No excuse for drug abuse   Said these lines a thousand times   Don't want to live atrial fib from neurosis, cerosis      Please make me smile if you learn from my trial   Baby I'll pay the price maybe saving your life for ya   I can't state this point enough   The pickup's easy but the put down's rough   Up the nose or tap a vein no one els but you to blame      I can't believe I died last night. Oh God I'm dead again.   I can't believe I died last night. I'm fucking dead again.      Chemical joy turning thee paranoid   Recently buried deeply Greenwood Cemetery   I had no pulse last time I checked   I'd trade my life for self respect   There are some things worse than death      I can't believe I died last night. Oh God I'm dead again.   I can't believe I died last night. I'm fucking dead again.